but my mind isn't on that. i mean, my heart is excited to work tomorrow, but my mind has splintered off into a dozen thoughts.
maybe not quite a dozen.
proof texting, schmooftexting. sometimes the Lord just speaks.

missing my dad and my mom.

thinking of leaving this place :(
and these people. leaving these people?
and cuppas. i spent at least 20 minutes searching for real, English Tetley today.
finishing the bling board. nikki's jr. high girls make wonderful jewelry. you could buy some if you want. the girls get a portion of the profits. neat!
and then there's this guy. there's just always been something about him. i can't deny it anymore. and i don't actually want to at all. whether or not it makes sense to anyone else, God made something about him that goes with me and something about me that goes with him.
and that's it.
off to sleeeeep.
